A lovely quote from Streams of Silver, Forgotten Realms. Drizzt...yummeh!



I knew it! OOOOHHHH I knew persistence would pay off! No, I havent snagged that job yet, nor have I finished paying off my bills...nor have I finished any of my homework yet this week or studied fer my midterms...(shame on meh!) but i have reached the highest point in my life thus far (zen, maybe fer lack of a better word?). Loose ends have been chipped away and I finally see the whole picture for what it really is. And get this...I'm smiling! XD
No one has a better grip on my life than I do, and only I am responsible fer my happiness. No one else. So I did what any Christian in the right state of mind would do...I finally let shit I couldnt change, go! RAWR!~
Oh, what a blessing that has done for me! I have gone through too many things in life to stop now. Life is too short to worry about everything. Lord knows I did it for so long. I can only focus on my well-being and my work. Everything else will fall into place.
So you may be wondering what triggered this different state of being within me. Well, it started with a simple wardrobe change. Anyone who knows me, knows I have the whitest legs on the planet, due to lack of wearing anything other than pants. So i decided to get girly, and wear a skirt to school for the first time since grade school. Yes this is a big deal to me so fek off! XP
Im pretty sure it wasn't all the skirt's doing, but I knew there was that undeniable bounce in my step again. I felt ready to take whatever the world would throw at me...(i think i should be a writer, no? oh wait, i am! XD) I felt good. i felt pretty. Thats all that mattered. And i guess others noticed too.


Of course, that doesn't mean that I'll leave the fate of my midterms and final class grades to the will of the world. >D
Im definately feeling a bit anxious with my life drawing class. My teacher keeps bugging me about working on my shading and ive improved slightly...but i dont think its going to change so dramatically as he probably wants it to. i has the stubborn! and halfway through the course, he NOW tells me to change my sketch book to a different medium(cold press or something). like i have this kind of money! D< well, at least he tells me my drawings arent bad... /slitwrist
Color applications...im a bit worried on too, since i cant paint to save my life...but my project seems to be coming out well enough to please at least my own nit-picky ways.
I have plenty to do this month, so I'll keep myself up-to-date:


Colors painting - 100%
5 sketches - 20%
Concept Thumbnails for Final - 0%
Plan bday party - 0%
Finish changeout at work - 100%
Two lab drawings - 0%
Liath Sidhe - 30%







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I cannot brain.
I has the dumb.
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